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lucathiaTitle: Those Left Behind: Visceral Love
Day/Theme: Aug 2 Visceral Love
Series: Bokurano
Character/Pairing: Hatagai, Chizu, Chizu's sister Ichiko
Rating: PG
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31_days. mixed anime and manga canon.
Archive: LJ | ffnet
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"If only you'd been born to my sister instead."
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He had been careful with the elder sister. They hadn't even gone past kissing. All women were the same, but she was an exception. He had taken an interest in the younger sister, thinking that perhaps he'd find another gem, but she had turned out like all other uninteresting women.
Too easy.
Too obedient.
Too stupid.
But when that gigantic black hand came down in judgment, it pierced through all of his previous thoughts. Honda appeared from the black giant. She was bent on killing him. He began thinking that perhaps Honda wasn't as much like other uninteresting women as he had thought. None of them had made his blood run cold like this.
The thought was fleeting, however, for when the elder sister stood in front of him, her arms spread out in protection, no one else mattered anymore.
She was the only important women in his life after all.
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"I knew all about you."
In the middle of running for their life, she spoke those deadly words. People were screaming around them, probably even dying, and rubble was going to fall on them and crush them anytime. Yet here they were in the middle of the frenzy, having a conversation that couldn't have had worst timing than this.
He did not know how much she knew, but he doubted that the extent of his crimes mattered. It was the younger sister's case that had brought this talk on.
"Why are you still with me then?" he asked.
Her answer was quick, her face solemn.
"Because I love you," she replied. "And love is irrational."
He fell for her all over again.
"I know how you treat women, but you're not like that with me. Why is that?"
She looked right into his eyes, almost like she was staring right into his being.
"It's because you love me just as much as I love you."
He loved her? Was that why she was so special?
He reached out for her hand, but she slipped hers out of his grasp.
"Even so, for Chizu's sake, I can't be with you anymore."
Her dimpled smile was sad, her eyes full of regret. He wanted to reach out to cup her face, to run his fingers against her cheeks, her beauty mark. But she was determined to walk away from his life.
He only had one thought on his mind.
Honda Chizuru had to pay for stealing the attention that was rightfully his.
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the end
...this is entirely not who I wanted to write about. I wanted to focus on the feelings of the people who are left behind, like Nagi and Tsubasa in yesterday's oneshot, but it seems that I'm failing! Even with Nagi and Tsubasa, I didn't get to show much how Moji's absence affects the two. Hm, I have much to mull about for edits. For now, I'm just going to see how much I can write each day.
Day/Theme: Aug 2 Visceral Love
Series: Bokurano
Character/Pairing: Hatagai, Chizu, Chizu's sister Ichiko
Rating: PG
Notes: for
31_days. mixed anime and manga canon.Archive: LJ | ffnet
-----
"If only you'd been born to my sister instead."
-----
He had been careful with the elder sister. They hadn't even gone past kissing. All women were the same, but she was an exception. He had taken an interest in the younger sister, thinking that perhaps he'd find another gem, but she had turned out like all other uninteresting women.
Too easy.
Too obedient.
Too stupid.
But when that gigantic black hand came down in judgment, it pierced through all of his previous thoughts. Honda appeared from the black giant. She was bent on killing him. He began thinking that perhaps Honda wasn't as much like other uninteresting women as he had thought. None of them had made his blood run cold like this.
The thought was fleeting, however, for when the elder sister stood in front of him, her arms spread out in protection, no one else mattered anymore.
She was the only important women in his life after all.
-----
"I knew all about you."
In the middle of running for their life, she spoke those deadly words. People were screaming around them, probably even dying, and rubble was going to fall on them and crush them anytime. Yet here they were in the middle of the frenzy, having a conversation that couldn't have had worst timing than this.
He did not know how much she knew, but he doubted that the extent of his crimes mattered. It was the younger sister's case that had brought this talk on.
"Why are you still with me then?" he asked.
Her answer was quick, her face solemn.
"Because I love you," she replied. "And love is irrational."
He fell for her all over again.
"I know how you treat women, but you're not like that with me. Why is that?"
She looked right into his eyes, almost like she was staring right into his being.
"It's because you love me just as much as I love you."
He loved her? Was that why she was so special?
He reached out for her hand, but she slipped hers out of his grasp.
"Even so, for Chizu's sake, I can't be with you anymore."
Her dimpled smile was sad, her eyes full of regret. He wanted to reach out to cup her face, to run his fingers against her cheeks, her beauty mark. But she was determined to walk away from his life.
He only had one thought on his mind.
Honda Chizuru had to pay for stealing the attention that was rightfully his.
-----
the end
...this is entirely not who I wanted to write about. I wanted to focus on the feelings of the people who are left behind, like Nagi and Tsubasa in yesterday's oneshot, but it seems that I'm failing! Even with Nagi and Tsubasa, I didn't get to show much how Moji's absence affects the two. Hm, I have much to mull about for edits. For now, I'm just going to see how much I can write each day.
